“I have but one lamp by which my feet are guided, and that is the lamp of experience. I know no way of judging of the future but by the past.”
- Edward Gibbon
Can you believe that Christmas is almost here.. with New Years fast approaching!? With the holidays surrounding me, I have found myself contemplating on what God has planned for me in the coming year. In order to know where I am going, I often find myself looking back on the past to see where I have come from. In the past I look for God moments. Moments in which God was trying to tell me something. Moments in which He hinted for me to say something to a certain person I wouldn't normally talk to, to participate in an activity I didn’t want to, or to do something nice for someone who had been cruel to me. It was in these moments that God was leading me on another path; His path. Instead of following His path, I ignored it either out of fear, self-pride or complete ignorance that there was another path! Instead I followed the path that I thought was best for me. The purpose of me looking back on my past is not only to find out what I missed, but to see in what direction God wanted me to head and how I can change today to become who God wants me to be tomorrow.
“If I speak in human and angelic tongues but do not have love, I am a resounding gong or a clashing cymbal.
And if I have the gift of prophecy and comprehend all mysteries and all knowledge; if I have all faith so as to move mountains but do not have love, I am nothing.
If I give away everything I own, and if I hand my body over so that I may boast but do not have love, I gain nothing.”
1 Corinthians 13:1-3 NABI think one of the most important things that I learned this year was all about love. A four letter word, love is a very simple theory yet it confuses a multitude of people. So many other emotions masquerade as love nowadays, that it is difficult to know what true love is. I read this passage from Corinthians and realize that without love, I am nothing. I try so hard to be a good Christian that I forgot what it means to truly love another who I may not like or get along with. I get stuck doing the motions and forget to put my heart into it. And this type of thing is exactly what the Apostle Paul warned me against when he wrote Corinthians, that works without love is fruitless. (Yes, I did just mangle James 2:20.) I think that I have been getting it backwards. I am first supposed to love and then do, not do and then love. Instead of performing works with the hope of making myself feel better, I am called to love and then perform the work. Through learning to love the way God asks of me, I think I will learn what it means to become a Christian in all aspects of the word. I plan on working on this love concept during the new year. = ]
True Joy of Life
This is the true joy of life.
The being used for a purpose
Recognized by yourself as a mighty one.
The being a force of nature
Instead of a feverish, selfish
Little clod of ailments and grievances
Complaining that the world will not
Devote itself to making you happy.
I am of the opinion that my life
Belongs to the whole community
And as long as I live,
It is my privilege to do for it
Whatever I can.
I want to be thoroughly
Used up when I die,
For the harder I work the more I live.
I rejoice in life for its own sake.
Life is no brief candle to me.
It is a sort of splendid torch
Which I've got hold of
For the moment
And I want to make it burn
As brightly as possible before
Handling it on to future generations.I am slowly realizing, with His help, what His dreams are for me and I am making the decision today to follow them. I want to live for today and love with all of my being. I want to do things that fear constantly drives me away and learn to enjoy doing them. I have decided to make my Bucket List, which is a compilation of things I want to do before I die, and as I complete my dreams on my list I plan to continue to create new dreams. The final thought that I leave you with is how will you use your past to change your future?
“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” - Eleanor Roosevelt--Timothy